Spirituality is about dispelling illusion. It is not a means for new experience. You know what you are - you no longer take yourself to be something you are not. That is all it is. If new experiences come as a result, that is ancilliary to the actual realization.
You take yourself as a “thing” - thingness is a concept you have of yourself - that concept says you began anew - your existence started - it is an independent existence - it stands alone. It began and will, at some point, end.
If we truly look at this, we find that the idea of a temporary existence to be quite silly. Forms or patterns come and go but What-IS doesn’t. That’s easily seen if we can just get past the most basic assumption of ME-ness - that I came about independently.
What came about was a pattern. What IS didn’t come and won’t go. YOU ARE THAT. Illusion or ignorance is identification with the pattern. Realization is seeing through this false identification. What happens after that is irrelevant. Books have been written about the subsequent experiences - worry about those later. Focus 100% on knowing WHAT you are - then the subsequent experiences may come but you will no longer care. Randall Friend